How much I want to share the beauty of the dazzling white snow with you....Do i still have a chance...?
The onward stuffs you are about to read is written based on my memories...It had been too long..too blur....too vague...
As I am growing, slowly evolving from an adolescent to a normal kid who slowly develops his ability to perform logical assumptions and analysis in accordance to his environment/society. It is a society where homosexuality is unacceptable and considered as a deceitful act. I was raised in this particular society by my straight parents. So where are the factors that led me into slowly realising that my sexual orientation diverted to the same sex? Or it was all natural by birth?
As a Kid, I had great friends around me. We played and fooled around almost everyday. We were just a street apart from one another. After school, holidays, free time, we would gather together to do a lot of crazy things. We would masquerade ourselves as Power Rangers. It was a hot thing for kids at that time. Among my childhood friends, there is this best friend i had. We were the closest to each other. We were around 9 to 11 years old at that time. I did not remember well.
I just get to the point....We had sex with each other...
Again, I did not know how it happened too. I did not remember the first time i had it with him. It was so vague and cloudy. I really want to search for the truth too...but it is a mission impossible..unless I can travel through time.
May be its curiosity after all....Just like the teddy bear incident I've mentioned in my previous blog, I was at the bottom; he was on top of me. We got hard and just caressing our dicks. We felt good. We caressed to the point when we reached our orgasm point. You might think...a kid who has no knowledge of any sexual activities knows how to orgasm? You are right. I did not know what is an orgasm at that point of my life. I just felt good at that 'point'. Nothing came out of course, I have not reach puberty stage yet. ^.^
With the discovery that we felt so good by caressing our dicks, we did more when we had the chance back then. We both knew it was something wrong, was something that could not be discovered by anybody. We only had our sessions when we are alone. We just lie on top of each other and caressed our dicks together. We did not know about blow jobs and stuffs. As time went by, we got used to it. However, we just do 'IT' occasionally, not frequently. Lolz.
After a period of time, my "Best Friend" told me he watched the porn that his parents had. He wanna show me something too...Guess what..the next thing he did was sucking my cock. I can't really recped Iall how the feelings were. But yea....I reciprocated to him too, because he wanted to know how it feels too. I can't describe in details, I bet you all wanna know. Lolz. But sorry guys, I really can't fully recall that incident.
Another thing he told me about the porn he secretly watched was that, a guy put his dick into the girl's ass. I was shocked and puzzled at that time. I did not believe a single thing he said. "You must have seen it wrongly...Its impossible."I said. As a kid, i only know that the function of our ass and asshole is to ****~...LOlz...Its getting really dirty eh... Of course, he thought he saw it wrongly too or it was something that is beyond his current logic. We did not try out, of course in the end. If not..it'll be really crazy....
I'm not sure whether you guys will be disgusted after reading this post, or felt relieved that you are not the only one. I really think this naughty childhood behaviour of mine is really inappropriate. However, due to my innocence and may be a little horniness, these incidents happened to me.....
More to come....~
i had that period of naughty childhood as well . LOL .
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